Toxin

I’m changing myself-

Hoping I’ll fit in.

I won’t be the same

Within.

I change myself-

Maybe I’ll be normal.

What if I already am?

Can you give me a sign?

Or am I really

Just that blind.

Give me a sign…

It could open my mind.

I changed myself.

Even when

I didn’t want to.

But people didn’t like me,

I was deviating from the norm.

I looked harder,

Everyday

Searching for myself.

I am a sort of normal-

Not a misfit anymore.

I stayed the same,

Kept away

From the toxins in society.

I changed myself,

When I really didn’t want.

Altered by the way things occured,

Did it happen to you too?